living fossil book…

Nearly a month ago, I clued you in to the beginnings of my recent obsession with horseshoe crabs. Over the last few weeks, as I’ve been learning everything I can about them, my horseshoe crab poem book has finally come to life.

(I invite you to blow your own mind about horseshoe crabs on this simple Wikipedia pageand here…they are amazing.)

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I’ve known for a while I wanted to make a book with this shape. The plates, the angles, the mechanical challenges…it’s a dream for me! When I found out that horseshoe crabs breathe through a series of five pairs of book gills, I knew this project was meant to be.

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I started playing around with materials I’ve never used before. I decided I wanted this book to move in several ways, so I knew I’d be constructing some eyelet-driven hinges. But I also wanted to feel like the book was ecologically conscious somehow — so the whole thing is made of paper bags from MOM’s Organic Market. Here, I’m using Mod Podge to sculpt the outer carapace, or shell.

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I wound up “double bagging” nearly the entire thing, gluing pieces of paper together and coating them with Mod Podge until they felt strong enough to hold up to the movement of the book. Here’s a pic of some of the creature’s legs in progress…

IMG_1058 IMG_1059Besides the bags, glue and eyelets, the only other material I used to build the book was this gorgeous diaphanous material someone rescued for me from a closet clean-out day at work. I have no idea what it is, but it fit the book perfectly, giving me a gill-like surface for the poem itself. (And it reminds me of a spider’s web, which is fitting since these crabs are so closely related to arachnids.) Oh, and I had to get a nice little close-up shot of my precious — er, my pretty screw punch — without which this project would not have been possible… <3

IMG_1061Creating movement in this piece presented a lot of really fun challenges. Here you can see the hinge I made (on the right) so that the book gill section can swing from side to side. What you can’t see, beneath those gills, is a tiny little T-shaped bar at the top of the tail, which allows it to swing back and forth without disturbing the fragile poem fabric above it.

IMG_1063So, there you have it: the making of my horseshoe crab book. Here’s a link to the full text of the poem, “Our Blood Holds Secrets” (can you believe they use horseshoe crab blood enzymes in space to detect certain bacterias?!?)…I hope you enjoy it!

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i’m thinking about this shape…

upsidedown horseshoe crabIsn’t it amazing? So many moving parts. So strangely fluttery under water, alien even in its own home…an elegant armored spaceship. And always so (sadly) dead when I find them on the beach.

A student of mine made an absolutely amazing animation involving horseshoe crabs once…layers of pristine white and shadows, so very cool and clever. I think I’m going to make mine from brown paper bags…and see if I can hide some story inside. Just looking at this photo, I think there may be a million such places. We’ll see…

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inspiration for a wallflower…

untitled-or-not-yet-eva-hesseI’m so excited that my poem “Wallflower (For Eva Hesse)” is up today in What Weekly, and specifically, in the very first installment of its new “What Lit” section. What Weekly is a supercool online magazine that’s “documenting the Baltimore renaissance.” Baltimore really is a special place, and this mag is doing a wonderful job of keeping up with it all.

Read the poem here at What Weekly.

It’s funny how images can stick with you for years, and how you never know when one might prompt a creative response. I first saw Eva Hesse’s “Untitled or Not Yet” in a black and white art book my sister gave me back in 2002. Later, I saw it in person in either San Francisco or New York, I honestly don’t remember which. Wherever it was, it stuck with me, eventually co-inspiring the poem “Wallflower.” I say co-inspired because until I also got to know a photo taken by my friend of her sister, I had no need to write about either. But something in the portrait reminded me of Hesse’s work…and something about them together made my mind wander to the place I always most wish to be. So there you go.

I wanted you to see “Untitled or Not Yet”… amazing, isn’t it? I hope it blows your mind as much as it did mine.

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17 syllables of awesome…

I do love haikus. Here’s a shot of the first five days of my Baltimore Fun-A-Day project, for which I’m writing a haiku about something that happens each day, and then attempting to illustrate it. (Emphasis on the attempting.)

At the end, I’ll bind the signatures into a little book about January.  Title ideas?

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gee, i love fun-a-day…

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Squishing the life out of the 31 individual signatures that will eventually contain my January haikus.

Just a quickie post today, as I (and the rest of the world) recover from the holidays and all that, to give a shout out to Fun-A-Day Baltimore. Yeah!

Fun-A-Day means spending each day of January doing something awesome. That is, you pick an awesome thing at the beginning — drawing a dog, singing a song, capturing a rainbow — and you do that thing each day of the month.

Last year I drew on library cards. This year, I’m planning a little collection of haikus and drawings inspired by whatever happens to me on a particular day. At the end I’ll bind them all together. So far… Day 1: reading a really scary book. Day 2: eating sushi alone.

You should try it! So much fun…and a great way to beat the cold grodiness of January.

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a decade of book-y goodness…

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Book club girls toasting a decade together. Huzzah!

It’s often hard to stay focused these days. It’s like there’s a constant gravitational pull from all the important satellites in my life — family, work, creative impulse. I’m thinking someone needs to invent a time machine, stat. Or some kind of reading-by-osmosis sort of situation. Got it, scientists?

Thankfully, the steady presence of a group of great girlfriends has kept me reading regularly at times when everything else was spinning like crazy. And last week, we celebrated a decade together, which still completely amazes me. That’s a LOT of books. A lot of food and wine. :) And a lot of witnessing of the magic that happens to ladies as they move from their mid-20s into their mid-30s. Not that we’re that old or anything.

You can see our ongoing reading list here. We’ve experienced some doozies (Gifted Hands by a certain brilliant Baltimore surgeon springs immediately to mind), but many, many more beauties. We’ve read outside our interests, embracing graphic novels, science fiction, science non-fiction, poetry, YA. We’ve braved some hefty — and some so-light-we-wonder-if-they-even-qualify-as-book-books — stuff. And we’ve learned so much talking it all through together.

Not everybody finds a group of friends like this, and not many groups stay together this long. I know I say I’m lucky fairly often, but it’s true. These girls are rock solid friends, incredibly smart and funny — and I’m lucky to be a part of it all.

Cheers, ladies! And welcome to decade number two.

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tin drum update: the trio is complete…

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Anna Bronski (the grandmother), Agnes Matzerath (the mother), and Oskar (the son)

I know, I can’t quite believe it either. After more than a year of building/writing/sewing, and more than a year before that conceptualizing, I’m finally finished my third and final Tin Drum-inspired poem doll, Oskar.

View all three poem dolls with details at my Baker Artist site.

As the unreliable narrator of the book, I should have known Oskar would be the hardest to pin down. When I first started thinking about this project overall, I originally thought of creating Oskar as someone who was shedding his own skin. But, seeing as how he wills himself to stop growing at the age of three, I ultimately decided to use growth and memory as the inspiration for my structure.

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I’ve tried to make the physical experience of reading each poem doll mirror an aspect of the doll’s character, and also somewhat intrusive — as each poem touches on private, uncomfortable moments of their lives. You must lift Anna’s skirt, or unzip Agnes’s dress — in Oskar’s case, the reader must unbutton his suspenders to read his poem.
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When you do, Oskar expands to reveal a poem written and sketched on shrinky dink material. I have always been intrigued by the idea of scrimshaw, and the shrinky dink material resembles it so well once it’s baked. I wrote a poem about the lies etched in Oskar’s memory and his bones…and the truths he will cling to as he allows himself to grow.

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This was a challenging project, one that forced me to work with new shapes and materials, new tools — the dreaded stabby curved needle, for instance. And rightly so, as Oskar’s character challenges anyone who reads him. I know I’ve only scratched the surface of this family of characters…but for now, I will rest my needle (and tired fingers) for a bit.

Related: Why do we do the things we do?        Potato heaters and eels…

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